one of my fear strikes again, even thou i know it doesnt need
explaination becaused i bestowed my trust upon.... but it kept
coming, its the surrounding im worried.... and yet... actions been take but it still can break through walls.... i may not know what's next.... but im tired when they dont know any of my statement, worse to worse.... it cant be me to express it...

washed my face purpose to tell myself its just a dream.... but
it strikes hard inside of me..

what fears i possessed seems likr an act of paranood disorder...
what fears by surrounding never seems to fail me from getting
myself away from my emotiomal diseases...
Darling Darling take no chance for granted....
may one fine day, you'll be wishing....

decision that made you think twice about what you want and what is right, you yourself first or the others first..... i have been told

when one thinks that he/she havin the worst day in life.... ouhhh shusssh
..... gladness gladness when sometime i thinks that im crazy because i see humour in problems.. shit aint nothin if its just by cover...
humour humour why you exist...
people talk....
the whole town would against...
funny how one could actually says im playing with big and serious matter....
yeah.....
like how you think towards it..,,,

they judged me just like that..... sometimes it makes me wonder...
am i really on purpose towards the matter??
im just too naive to follow people's talk...
it makes me wonder am i lack of self opiniom?
bragging about how the feel towards my problem with hatred....
does any of you know how i feel about it myself???
Am i an easy target??
or im just a fella with no brainer......
or....
im really a hatred

baby baby why
why am i a cause of every misery that you suffered
why am i so troublesome
why baby baby...
baby i dont wanna lose you
baby baby i just need you
i wanna improve improve
i need a guide i need you i need baby
baby baby im amazed by you patience
your comfort is my priority same goes mommy mommy
baby baby dont leave me baby
baby baby why
baby baby.....
it will never happen again my baby...
baby baby my everything
baby baby im your hubbie you called bii
baby baby never says my name baby i dont want my name
baby baby dont....
baby dont leave me
baby baby i wont do the same mistake
baby baby i love you always, everyday, i love you long time