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We people have our own way of thinkin, our own way to settle our problems, our own way to decide our path... I am nobody to judge you on what the surround sees you as. We all have thoughts that circles every moment due to past and presence. A judgement begins when a thoughts without an act would certain be judge by surround thou it is your own business... that's how things work nowadays, listening sometimes maybe bad, but most of it are helpful. But how to work on it ? Its totally based on you ..... Im envy, envy to sees how good thing goes on a person smooth and well, but why ?? Why its not me ? NAY ! I never mention that im in very bad situation always ... but then why it is not me ... Am i greedy in what does people have ?? Nay ... Im just in a mode to change my path ...