Sometimes i wonder if they would even pay a lil attention to it ~

I'm being wise on matters that I concern ~ I'm having thoughts about the circle im livin in ~ I'm often wonder if one would care or tend to care about it ~ I doesn't want to brags, nor do want them to know ~ But i'm wondering, do they bother to even notice it ? Its been going on for years, and sometimes even I ... forgotten about myself to be notice ~ Is it just me, or am I a person who don't bother about it ? I'm feeling unexplainable, by putting myself in such circle of doubts ~ I'm stunned or am I confused ? Where do I stand now ? Where are my senses ? Where are my thoughts swaying ? I doubt myself ~ In a place which I can't express ~ But sometimes I wonder ........