i've mislead the way how she look at my intentions, i spoiled matters between us... its unexpected... but that's not how i am... lets just say im being selfish.. because denying it wont change a thing even its not even my purposes, im lack of commom senses due to how others would look at me as.... judge me while im alive... smile when im six feet under, used me when im just a memory...but my intention were never meant for any of you to understand.. because the best person who knows me is me...